I Didnt Fail....
It was just a losing battle.
All the bandaging her wrists, the hiding the pills, the cooking, the cleaning, the consoling, the begging, the pleading, the keeping calm, the trying so ******* hard, the lying, the reassuring, the loving, it didn't, couldn't, and never will fight her demons.
I was a baby. Just a kid. I would have failed at anything you asked me to do if it didnt involve lego or climbing trees.
Theyre her demons. Hers only. I fought them. I tried to hard to fight them. I tried so hard to help her fight them.
And yes, my efforts failed. Not because of me though. Thats not my failure. You just can't win a battle thats not yours.