I'm extremely depressed because my fiancé isn't ready to have a baby yet. We are getting married next year and I have had baby fever for over 4 years now. I am 21 he is going to be 24 this November. I've always been certain that I wanted to be a mother one day. It's the only thing I've ever been sure of and I can't help but feel like something is missing in my life. I did have a miscarriage a few years ago with my now ex and ever since I've desperately wanted to have another baby. Or at least try. I see all of my friends and family members pregnant bellies and baby Facebook posts and I get so jealous. I hate being that bitchy jealous woman that no one likes. :( it's so stressful and I can't fix my feelings. My fiancé doesn't want a baby because he says "we aren't ready". Is anyone ever ready? When is he going to be ready? We don't do anything as is, adding a child into the mix isn't wreaking anyone's life plans at all. I just don't get it and I'm tired of feeling like this.
LovelyLuna253 LovelyLuna253
22-25, F
2 Responses Aug 30, 2014

Its not really that goooooood . Seriously baby sucks .

I am sorry dear. I understand how hard it is when you want to hear the pitter patter of little feet in your home. Hugs