Not Gonna Let It Beat Me!

I used to have buck teeth and a huge overbite....I also had bifocal glasses......
I got bullied for 7 years....it was most of grammer school actually.
It was everyday.
Thats why I got diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder.....but I'm pretty much over the hump.

Its pretty much like having a record in overdrive...it keeps on repeating.repeating.repeating.repeating.
U hear it so much, that u actually start to believe it....
thats why it took me so long to get over it.

Other then that....I got called beaver, four eyes, ugly,*****,lesbo.....
so yeah.
thats all I can think of at the moment...

But one would think someone with Social Anxiety would be afraid to put themselves out there right?Well, my school has a club called Forensics.Its like competitive acting/public speaking.

I started my freshman year in highschool, and am going on my 4th year.<3

I wouldnt trade my experience for anything else, and I'm a stronger person because of my faith in God, and my will not to give up.

                                    God Bless+take care everyone

                                            ~ Jen~

Sunshine17 Sunshine17
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 8, 2007

Fantastic that you got involved in forensics! Maybe you'll be a famous lawyer someday.

Fantastic that you got involved in forensics! Maybe you'll be a famous lawyer someday.

i used to get mad fun of too when i was younger. & its great how you turn to God & your faith in him for strength & encouragement