Keeps Getting WorseI'm 18 atm, soon to be 19, supposed to be an adult
I have no history of sexual abuse or physical abuse but I left home because my parents wanted me to change who I was when in reality they were the ones who needed to change.
My dad is an alcoholic who won't get help and I'm convinced he's going to die of alcoholic poisoning. He's also a cross dresser which I just found out a few weeks ago. My mom is actually crazy, I'm not just saying that, she can't control her emotions and is constantly freaking out and yelling. I'm old enough to know that something is wrong with her.
I'm not an angel kid, I'm not innocent in this matter, but the way I am is because of them and I hate them for what they've done. They should have gotten a divorce a long time ago but instead their still together with the papers signed because if they split my dad doesn't make enough to support himself and we;re afraid he'll drink himself to death.
I left my house last night, went to a shelter cause I didn't wanna move in with my friends. My god parents picked me up. The last time I got kicked out they said they'd pick me up and then my mom disowned them as godparents cause she didn't want them taking me in and taking sympathy on me cause I'm a pathetic moron.
neways, now i'm stuck here and unhappy and depressed and i don't know what to do.
luckyfluke 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 Oct 13, 2010