I Was Abandoned By My Father
Where do I start? Am 32 and a mother to 2 lovely girls
And a great husband but my dad has had no contact with me since I was around 12 but has had regular contact with my sister who is a year younger than me. I was never sent Xmas gifts or birthday gifts yet my sister was.. I tried a few times 2 to meet up when I was 18 and when I had my first girl but I was told no, so he has never seen my girls but again has my sisters kids on a weekend. I have blocked it out for soooo long now and never talked about it much it all, because it hurts me I feel unloved bye him and he lives in the same town which makes it strange yet again. I was married last year and my step dad give me away which was lovely and he has being the best step dad ever I love him dearly but my sister let it slip that John my dad had joked about not coming to my wedding which I was so up set about but hid it again as I don't understand why John feels this way about his oldest child? It's my sisters wedding this Saturday and he is giving her a way and I am gutted ( why her and not me) I have worked all my life she has never worked (never) she never sends Xmas gifts or birthday gifts, I never forget birthdays or Xmas. Me and my husband saved up 3year to get married and had a small but lovely wedding at a pub but John has paid for all my sisters wedding £5000 also my sister boy friend as never worked I can't understand it ...... I have to watch him give her away and say the father of the bride speech and I want to shout out What about me and my feeling. Somebody help me xx
And a great husband but my dad has had no contact with me since I was around 12 but has had regular contact with my sister who is a year younger than me. I was never sent Xmas gifts or birthday gifts yet my sister was.. I tried a few times 2 to meet up when I was 18 and when I had my first girl but I was told no, so he has never seen my girls but again has my sisters kids on a weekend. I have blocked it out for soooo long now and never talked about it much it all, because it hurts me I feel unloved bye him and he lives in the same town which makes it strange yet again. I was married last year and my step dad give me away which was lovely and he has being the best step dad ever I love him dearly but my sister let it slip that John my dad had joked about not coming to my wedding which I was so up set about but hid it again as I don't understand why John feels this way about his oldest child? It's my sisters wedding this Saturday and he is giving her a way and I am gutted ( why her and not me) I have worked all my life she has never worked (never) she never sends Xmas gifts or birthday gifts, I never forget birthdays or Xmas. Me and my husband saved up 3year to get married and had a small but lovely wedding at a pub but John has paid for all my sisters wedding £5000 also my sister boy friend as never worked I can't understand it ...... I have to watch him give her away and say the father of the bride speech and I want to shout out What about me and my feeling. Somebody help me xx
By:
Len22
Age:
31-35
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