Life Without My Father
left my father
when I was 13 months because he was an alcoholic and cheated on her. He made no attempts to come see me or talk to me on the phone. When I turned 16 I finally started searching for my father, when I finally found him we talked and we met for the first time when I was 21. He was wonderful but he tried to make up for lost times and I told him he can't do that because that time is gone! When I went and seen him at his house his girlfriend/ex wife didn't really like me because I took all his attention. We stayed in contact for about 1yr until his girl decided that I was in the way and so she decided to cause drama and now he doesn't have anything to do with me. I have a half brother too that not doesn't like me because of his mother which is my fathers gf. I really want my father in my life but I can't stand his gf and she don't like me so that causes problems. I have a wonderful dad but its not the same, I feel an emptiness and I don't know what to do.