This Is How It Felt When I Was So Close To Ending ItIt was about 4-5yrs ago now when i tried to take my own life.At that point in time i felt like i had no-one.No-one to support me or to be my friend.No-one to just sit & listen to me when i needed someone to talk to.
This is when i decided to attempt suicide.I did end up in ICU.
The only person to be there with me at the time was my mum.
To this day that still hurts very much.All but one person was there when i could of very well potentially died!It may well of been the last time anyone would of seen me or had the chance to talk to me.
I am now so grateful for that one person being there by my side.
I believe that since i was in hospital my bond & relationship with my mum has improved a greatly.
Everyone else still has a problem with putting in effort.Its still my mum that is there.No-one else.I don't know what i would do without her.
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