I Have Come To Terms With It

But it has taken a while. I hadn't realized how much it had been hurting me. I had told myself that it didn't really matter, that it could have been much worse. For a long time I couldn't make sense of what had happened and felt as though it must have been my fault as much as his. I think that is why i tried to bury it and not deal with what happened.

Last night i posted an anonymous confession about one of the things that he did to me. something that i have not shared with my family. I posted anonymously because I still felt that I would be judged. I received a lot of supportive comments which have helped me feel vindicated. Now that i have spoken out about what he did i feel ready to move on. It is a very freeing feeling
Byebyebabyblue Byebyebabyblue
31-35, F
1 Response Nov 20, 2010

If there's one thing that makes my blood boil it's abusive men. I'm glad you got out and I hope he's done no lasting damage