I Am Very Scared.

Okay. One night after a competition (where i lost everything, not on purpose) when i got back my mum started askibg ne these questions like why did u loose. I didnt know what to tell her. Anything would have made her angry. Anyway i answered one of her questions abd that time she was holding those big hatd cloths in her hand and she started hitting me with it. Itbleft red marks all over my body. Then she left so i went to bed. Then she came back in the middle of the night and repeated thise questions. I was still dazed from being awoken i didnt answer. She started slaping me hard. It hurt but she kept going. My legs were red as a tomato. She then walked away and tokd me to come back in five minuted and give me an explanatiin for why she only gets throught to me when she heats me and called me lazt and ungrateful. I started crying. Well i coildnt have not..this happened about 100 times a year and i was so scared when ever she raised her hand at me because i thought she was gonna hit me.
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2 Responses Sep 18, 2012

Sometime when it comes to mothers who abuse their children there is no reconciling. You have to come to terms with who they are and no matter how hard it is, forgive her. Not for her sake, but for yours. Carrying around the question why does this person hate me, why does this happen to me, what did I do wrong or what can I do right? Those are questions that can never be answered and a huge burden to carry around. Sometimes with people there isn't a reason for it. That's there loss not yours. Believe me.

Now you have grown up. talk to her in order to reconcile.