TAKE Your Pick

MORE TIMES THEN I CAN THINK AND IT LEAD TO ME SELF HARMING DRINKING DRUGS ANYTHING TO GET AWAY FROM THE PAIN I WAS IN. IVE DIED MORE TIMES THAN IVE LIVED. IVE CRYED MORE TIMES THAN IVE LAUGHED I FEEL NOTHING. I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL.

YOU THINK YOU DID SUMTHING TO INCORGE IT YOU THINK ITS YOUR FOUGHT YOU TRY TO BLEED, YOUR SELF TO DEATH IN ANY WHY YOU CAN THINK.

YOU TAKE A SHOWER AND YOU SO SO MUCH TRY, TRY TO GET RID OF THEM BUT U CANT THEY ARE THERE IN YOUR MIND IN YOUR SKIN.  YEH PEOPLE SAY TYOU GET OVER IT BUT ITS THE SMELL OF GEL FOR EXPLA OR SUMTHING ELSE THAT TRIGGERS IT.

TRUSTED IS A BIG WORD AND YOULL FIND IT HARD TO TRUST BUT YOU MUST PEOPLE SAY U MUST GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE BUT HOW CAN YOU.

HOW CAN YOU HAVE A PARTNER WHO WANTS...

YOU SEE IM MARRIED AND FIND IT HARD STILL TO THIS DAY.

BUT YES BUT ILL SHARE SUMTHING WITH U THATS KEEP ME ALIVE TO THIS DAY IS,

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A RESON BUT WHAT REASON I CAN HEAR YOU ASK THIS HAPPEN TO ME AND IM SORRY BUT YOU MAY NEVER FIND OUT.

IM SORRY

nuttymonkey nuttymonkey
22-25, F
1 Response Jun 7, 2007

There is no reason that will ever be good enough anyway, so you should just stop asking "why" and live "the what", Monkey. I hope someday you can trust someone again.