Physical Abuse

I fell in love with someone and they made me feel safe, after many months of being with the person they hit me many times. The physical abuse kind of made me a little less trusting of everyone. I guess I have never gotten over it. The part that makes me mad now when  think back to it is that I let him hurt me as bad as he did, I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for that.

 

minxa minxa
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 26, 2007

i understand that you feel guilty because you think you let that person do it to you. But you've got to remember, as i also try to, that with that kind of relationship they had control you did not ask for any of that to happen. You didnt let him do anything, it happened but the most important thing is that you are out of that relationship and can start taking control of your life.