I started using xanax a couple of years now by a neighbor. I being a addict didnt know i would become addicted to them. but I did. I recently relapsed and its back through hell again. I've withdrawled various times now from it and it's horrible. but here I am again. I feel lost with no sense of direction. I'm losing my family. all because anxiety and panic attacks and addiction. Its hard for I know the ppl that are going through this but dont give up. keep fighting. We will make it.