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The Devil Created Xanax

Im 22 years old, the
first time i tried xanax was when i was about 16. From then i started popping sticks everyday. When i reached age 18 i was a crazy addict. Ive always had cars somehow god saved me multiple times because i would take up to 30 2mg xanax bars and go drive, most of the time i would blackout. Magically
I survived many accidents because of xanax. I ruined
my marriage and three serious relationships beforehand not to mention frienships. I was so addicted i would be popping 10-60 2mg xanax bars daily from the age 18-22. my goal was to go to med school but i dropped college at 20 because i would be so messed up and feening more and more. i was hospitilized three times because i would black out and go psychotic. Now recently i moved into my moms apartment to get clean because i cant afford rehab. The WITHDRAWALS are
hell!!!!! after taking insane amounts daily for years i had
five grand mal siezures unexpectadly from not taking xanax for only ONLY ONE WEEK now i get them legally prescribed 4mg a day i already swollowed two scripts in two days instead of taking 4mg a day. I see them i pop them 30 a day im scared of a siezure again because once i swollow the bottle in two days i withdraw for a whole month. I need rehab i cant do this myself im torturing myself PLEASE SAVE ME
stacyyyg stacyyyg 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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I know this post is a little old but recreational drug use is not considered "addiction".. ppl like u r irresponsible and weak minded. Who needs 30 xans a day? Blame no one but yourself

Hey Jay why don't you chop your head off with a machete you fukkin ****. If you consider that recreational you're a bigger fukkin idiot than you already lead on. Seriously, go get a machete and cut your head off or i'll come find you and do it for you, you stupid fukkin piece of ****. *** off and die.

Omg girl please seek out to someone close to you be a friend/relative because I know.the Dr refer you to a rehab. the excessive amount of Xanax you're taking could lead to devastating effects..

Thank you for caring :) i have nobody to reach out too ive lost so many close friends and my family took me back in so i can get clean but i cant open up to them about what im expierencing because they wont understand. I cant afford rehab i wish i did and went anywhere in america to an inpatient treatment center ... I wish

You can do it. Just be strong :)

Thank you . I am trying but i need help

I hope that nobody goes through this as much as i have im glad i came across this website that has people just like me who were or are addicted to xanax we should all suport one another in this battle