Forced To Smile

I was adopted when i was 7. I  was abused sexually, physically and mentally by this new "family", in a new "house". Every time i spoke out i was left starving in the basement. I never thought i would hurt so much. then One night i heard a voice telling me its okay and ill be okay. That all i had to was endure all the harsh words. All i had to do was meditate and believe that. every night hurt to just know i was in my own skin. crying for my mom who was all i had. i knew she wasn't my mom but she was the first warm touch i felt. When i found the opportunity to lead my escape while im still here bleeding
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18-21, F
May 6, 2012