AbandonedI too was adopted, me and my twin sister. We were abandoned by our mother in a hospital, a nurse working there told my adoptive parents about us which was against the rules and she could have gotten fired. I don't regret being adopted and i couldn't have more loving parents (well most of the time, when i'm not in trouble, haha). But I have felt a sense of detachment at some points. I feel like i don't have the same bond with my parents that biological children have with theirs. It makes me jealous sometimes of other peoples families. Also Ive always had separation anxiety, and I think that some of the reason for it is that i feel abandoned by my mother, I know that she was not a young teenager, she was around 40 when we were born, so Ive always wondered why when a woman was that age why she couldn't take care of children. Ive kind of always resented her for that, and the only reason i would ever want to find and meet her would be to ask her why she would abandon us like that. 18 years and I am still mad at her for it and I think I always will be. Does anyone else feel like this?
alsaxophone2007 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 Aug 28, 2007