When I was around eight, my older cousin, Leo, who was 14, had gotten me alone and said let's play a game. Me, being my young, care-free self, said yes. He then took me to his room and took off my shirt and pants, and his shirt. He positioned him self over me. I had felt very uncomfortable and tried telling him so. He french kissed me, but I was clue-less so I didn't do anything. Then my aunt, my mom, and my female cousins came home. He quickly got us dressed again, and told me to keep it a secret. Later that day, he got his penis out and told me to squeeze it, hard. He forced me to. When I got home that day, I wanted to tell someone what had happened, but didn't. Later that year, I moved out of state. Now, Leo's 18 and going off to college. I want to tell my family what happened, but they would never believe me. I cry practically every night about what happened. What should I do?