To Young.

One night, when I was 7, I was spending the night by my step-grandmas house. I shared a room with my 3 step-cousins. 2 girls and 1 boy. We were all sleeping on the floor. I thought they were all asleep when I suddenly felt the boy pull me on top of him. He put his hands around my waist and started to kiss me. I didn't know what to do or how to react. So I just laid there. He was only a year older than me, but I didn't know what to do. He started feeling all over my body while still kissing me then he got up and went to the bathroom. I thought about going to the room that my older sister was in, but it was really dark in there, and I was scared he would come and find me or something. Once he came back, he didn't kiss me anymore. He started to feel me, everywhere. He pulled down my pants and touched my lower area. Then he pulled my pants up, kissed me once more, and that was it. I haven't spoken to him since that day. Whenever we go to visit them, I get nervous. I couldn't tell anyone because it would bring the whole family down. So we just avoid each other. I hate visiting them. I hate making eye contact with him. When I think about it now, I'm just thankful that he was to young to know what sex really was. Cause if he did, I would've been raped that night.