A LotIt seemed like anyone I was ever close to when I was growing up betrayed and/or abandoned me in some way.. By the time I was actually an adult I trusted no one, nor had any plans to..
For a lot of years I played it safe, and kept my walls up, and was unhappy..
Then I changed things
I got my heart broken
But I now know how great life can be if you give it a chance, and though I'm still careful, my walls are staying down and I'm open :-)