Emotionally WreckedTonight I feel mentally and emotionally wrecked.How could you not feel guilty of playing with my feelings?I thought I have found someone at last who will guide me through this dark tunnel.I was going on, on my own,slowly gathering the broken pieces of my heart. Why did you come back to raise my hopes high? What was the need to lie about your identity? You abused my trust again.I was looking for a new and honest friend who would help me forget the past,forget you and move on.Why did you trick me, hiding your real identity?Were you checking to see if I am alive?Why do you even care when you've chosen a path,separate from mine?There are million and millions out there,why do I have to always bump into you?I wonder how may masks you have on your face.Does it make you feel good to see me crying and dying inside?Why can't you see,I have to cut all ties if I have to truly let you go.Maybe you wanna help me but you can't.You are more helpless than I am.
I am caught in a vicious cycle of fate.I am struggling to break this cycle and you don't let me.An irony of fate.Lord my hearts cracked about to break, How much more pain can I take?I am still crying.My heart is aching and the pain which was dormant for years has suddenly become active.And this time I have let my guards down and I don't wish to protect my heart.I can't hold this pain inside anymore.I am destroyed.