A Letter To You

To: The boy who ruined everything.
From: The girl who has everything ruined.

I was only 13 years old in middle school. I hadn't even had my first kiss yet! We have known each other since we did acting together years ago, why did you do this to me? You acted like you were my friend, and gained my trust. I told you everything, about my depression and my problems of hurting myself and my incredibly low self esteem. You told me I was beautiful, and made me feel special, because my parents never did. Then you began to ask for 'pictures' and began to do things to me I wasn't comfortable with. You stole away my first kiss and touched me in ways I had never been touched before. But I did what you said because I thought if I didn't, I would loose you. But I should have known you would have ditched me anyway. How stupid of me.
Whalegirl Whalegirl
13-15, F
1 Response Jun 13, 2012

You are who you are. Let yourself shine sweetheart.
It's no use being a pushover. I've been one all my life, and I wanna stop being like this, but... I'm not making that much progress. BUT I scream a lot at people now ;) And I've discovered that people who care for you will stay even when you're being a total witch :D