I got married in January this year. At the end of March I read one of my husband's emails from a woman in the US. I am in Australia. It was full of 'love' and intimacy. I was shocked and confronted him. He said she was a friend. Then, one week later, he told me that he was in love with her and that he was leaving me.
We had only just got married. 100 of my family, friends and their children were there. Our daughter was my flower girl, and my son was the ring bearer. His neices were my bridesmaids. His neice flew over from Spain to be there with us.
People told us that it was the most beautiful wedding they had been to. But it was all all a lie. He told me that he had never loved me and the only reason he was with me was because of our daughter.
I don't know why he married me. He humiliated me so publicly. Now he is leaving my daughter and I. He is going to the US to be with his new partner. He has left me with all the debts, the pets, the responsibility.
I feel so hurt. I can't believe that someone I had trusted could do that to me. We had been together for 10 years. Now he doesn't even speak to me. His family don't speak to me. I am nobody.
My heart is just broken. I am depressed. I am putting on weight. I am so unhappy. I know that I will feel better again, but I just cry all the time. I can't share it with my friends and family because I don't want to burden everyone and I know that its boring.
I just feel so sad and so alone. My friends are all married and my dreams are now shattered. I feel sick with it.