I Feel So Sad.
I was diagnosed with Polands Syndrome when I was 14. I was born without my right breast and pectoral muscle. I'm 20 now, and I had an operation at age 15.
I have battled with depression, and I have always felt like I'm incomplete, everyday that I wake up I wish I would have my breast. I feel so unpretty, I can never go to the beach without feeling self conscious. People notice, and stare, and whenever this happens I feel so bad, like a freak.
I always see girls wearing nice topless dresses or bikinis and wish I could too without looking like I do. I feel so lonely and I'm afraid no guy will ever like me or love me because of my condition. On top of it all, I am not pretty at all, and last year I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I know I could be off worse, but still, I feel so bad and wish I could change it all. I didn't know where else to go to share my feelings and thoughts.
If there's anyone out there with the same condition, it would be great to know about it.