Oh Bulimia How I Do Not Miss You

I used to be bulimic and conscious of it from the 8th grade into my high school years. I never did it continuously just on and off sometimes because I felt fat other times because I knew it was bad and just wanted to hurt myself. However when I mean consciously I mean that as a kid I used to make myself throw up from the stomach pains I would get and would use that as a relief. I did it almost daily (plus it was a good excuse to get out of going to school). I grew out of those self-hating days but consequences have followed me even into my 20s. I now have severe acid erosion behind my two front teeth which causes exposure to the nerves and most likely one day will damage my teeth even more....hopefully my teeth do not die and fall out (they are my front teeth for Christ's sake!) I am glad that I was able to stop and anyone who does it now I hope you find the courage to stop as well. You are worth more than that and you are beautiful no matter who you are or what you look like.
smartandbeautiful3 smartandbeautiful3
18-21, F
May 16, 2012