The Ghost Girl </3They called me the ghost girl the girl who didnt hear her own heart beat , or she didnt belivie it did and it was true i feel like a ghost like my life is pointless like its a dream or crying nightmare i bleed to know im alive coming out is kind of a regret i wish i hadnt many then i would have friends but i would be fake :/ ive been bullied all of 7th garde and im over it im switching schools because my bestfriend turned on me i lost it he wrote on my wall being ur friend and liking u was all a joke . i had a panic attack i went to mental hospital emptly ! because i wanted to die i knew how and everything
i was so depressed and stressed out i needed this it was a place were i could breathe and not be scared now when i go to school i feel out of place i only have 4 REAL Friends I TRUST i dont TRUST anyone COMPLETELY jsut because were ive been though :(
ive been raped and they all know the boy who did it i have to see him everyday ! i cry everyday myself asleep i hate dreams though there nightmares reminders of my past and the abuse ive been through from my dad . i hate dreams i see "HIM" raping me there . the bullies ar emy friends its all the past somethign i hate and regret but isnt my fault
bullying isnt funny it causes pain like this i have enough going on at it is i dont need this !
kissmegently 16-17, F 1 Response 0 Apr 25, 2012