Bullied Today, Tomorrow, Next Day, Day After That...

I get bullied every day of my life just cause I'm stupid. I didn't learn to read til I was 10 or 11 or something. I don't even know how old I am right now. But I hate when they blame me for not knowing anything. Not my fault. It's the teachers who don't see that I can't do anything, and they just sit and watch me have a hard time. I hate it. :/
Emolia Emolia
18-21, F
4 Responses Aug 18, 2012

The old guy in the original Karate Kid said "There are no bad students, only bad teachers"

You have searched me, Lord,<br />
and you know me.<br />
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;<br />
you perceive my thoughts from afar.<br />
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;<br />
you are familiar with all my ways.<br />
4 Before a word is on my tongue<br />
you, Lord, know it completely.<br />
5 You hem me in behind and before,<br />
and you lay your hand upon me.<br />
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,<br />
too lofty for me to attain.<br />
<br />
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?<br />
Where can I flee from your presence?<br />
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;<br />
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.<br />
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,<br />
if I settle on the far side of the sea,<br />
10 even there your hand will guide me,<br />
your right hand will hold me fast.<br />
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me<br />
and the light become night around me,”<br />
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;<br />
the night will shine like the day,<br />
for darkness is as light to you.<br />
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13 For you created my inmost being;<br />
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.<br />
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;<br />
your works are wonderful,<br />
I know that full well.<br />
15 My fr<x>ame was not hidden from you<br />
when I was made in the secret place,<br />
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.<br />
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;<br />
all the days ordained for me were written in your book<br />
before one of them came to be.<br />
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!<br />
How vast is the sum of them!<br />
18 Were I to count them,<br />
they would outnumber the grains of sand—<br />
when I awake, I am still with you.


You are very special despite anything anyone has said or how they treated you, you are loved by God and He created you for a purpose, ask Him what it is, He loves you so much and wants to heal you!

How do I talk to him? I can't talk at all. :(

Just talk to Him just like anyone else, He hears you! Do you own a bible?

I sign? Is that how? But then I can't keep my hands together. No bible...

I understand, I was bullied everyday because I was of lower social status. It has made me stronger in the long run, but it wasn't easy at all. If I ever saw those who hurt me in the past now, I don't know if I will come back on them or not.

I'd like to see them die slow bloody painful deaths. :)