Im A Victim Have Been And Always Will BeHi my name is im not going to say, im a nobody im in year 8 now 8th grade as you would call it, this is something thats hard for me to talk about as i do have friends but they all think im hard and strong & stuff. but in reality im just a young girl seeking help my fingers are trembling right now...
I only have friends because I have to act like someone im not. I act stupid and dumb because they like that they don't like me for me, anyways the name calling started since well all my life im not a very pretty girl you see, i have spots spots. i hate that word i try to cover them up with loads of makeup i wear a ton which doesn't help
"what are them on your face?"
"what a slag"
"uglyist girl alive"
"your so spotty"
"your a ******"
and much more.. even though i pretend and laugh it of infrunt of everyone.. i cry see im the sort of girl that will go to the toilet cry & walk out like nothing has happened iv been beat up in the past beat up because im ugly. im so ugly it hurts, and even though now if this was on paper there would be tear marks all over it.
these words hurt me you see, i know im ugly you don't need to point it out & now im getting fat im 9 stone im fat i know i am
i have spots im ugly im fat im a dog im a slag im gay im all of these things
I know ok I KNOW please stop i do go to public school i think to myself its just school just get it over and done with.
but day by day i can't handle it i can't i tell people they say i should just go and hit them i can't ok i just can't im not that sort of person ok im sorry im not hard im sorry.
I thank you for reading this i really do so thankyou thankyou
-By a girl who has no confidence.
ImNotstrong 13-15 12 Responses 9 Nov 20, 2012