Getting ByI have been bullied throw out my primary school days, I was called hurt full things ever since year One, got beat up a lot and lost my friends because they didn't want to hang out with a loser, well I'm in high school now (I'm on holidays right now so i have not been there yet) and I'm so worried the same thing will happen.
right now I'm just trying not to show how worried I am because every one will say "oh your worrying about nothing" or "you'll be fine nothing bad will happen" but they don't understand how it feels to be worried all the time, being told it will be ok wont make it ok.
on top of that my every time I feel sorry for myself (like now idiot) I get more up set because I think of people who have had it worse and here I am saying "oh I'm so worried" "oh I'm sad because I was bullied every day for 7 ******* years" god I hate myself, speaking of that, I constantly put my self down because I think I'm not good enough I mean I've been told that since I was 7 years old so you can't really blame me, can you? (BTW that's a real question) ok so that was kind of I guess I mean the first step to excepting is saying how you feel.
Ja199907 13-15, F 2 Responses 0 Jan 15, 2013