Papas Lesson

(I first write this story in august 2012)

I am typing this kneeling at my desk cos I cant sit down.

When Papa got home from city this evening we all had supper together but nobody said very much. I was still worried and fed up about going away to school and Mama and Papa were quiet.

After supper Papa tell me come to my study we have a little talk and he look at Mama so now I worry what will happen.

In study he sits behind desk and tell me sit in hard chair in front. He not shouting or raising voice. I know when Papa cross he is very quiet and speaks very slowly. He say to me that he and Mama had long talk last night about what I said to mama about school and going away and punishment and everything. He say I must learn to be grateful for all that I get and the good life we have. He say I am old enough to have responsibility and do what is right I should not complain. He tell me our sort of families have duty to do right thing and to do tradition. He say about Mama going to school and school he went to that he knew it was his duty and didnt complain.

Papa say I cant just stay going to village school 2 days a week and have governess and tutors at home I have too many things to learn if I am to be of use. He tells me all about sacrifices and what I must do and not complain. He tell me Mama very upset and sad now about what I said her yesterday and even I have tears in eyes I am so sorry I tell him because I am. I know now punishment is coming and saying sorry wont stop it.

Papa say he wants me to remember this lesson always so punishment will be severe. Now I am shaking in chair and really afraid I cant stop sobbing.

Papa tell me stand up take off shorts and panties I have to take off trainers too. I stand there with only tshirt on he says you know where cane is bring it to me. I never had to do this before and my knees are shaking as I walk to cubbord and take out cane I never held before. Papa says bring it here and I walk back to him standing by desk. He looks at me and I know he sees I have had wax and he can see more then ever but he says nothing.

Then Papa turns chair around and tells me kneel on chair and bend over back. This is new I am almost upside down and my bottom is right up in air. It is scary position what Papa can see.

Papa swishes cane 2 times and then tell me are you ready I can only just say yes Papa. Then first stroke comes I hear it whistle long time before hitting bottom. I cant help crying out it is like my bottom explode in pain worst ever. Papa say be quiet and take punishment you deserve as lesson to remind you. Then another swish and another burst of pain I try not to shout and just groan with pain. Then another and another and all bottom is on fire til I get six. I think that is it but I dont move until im told.

Papa say thats your usual 6 for punishment now you get another 6 strokes to remind you not to forget. I just say oh no Papa please but he say be quiet. Another stroke and my knees collapse now I know why I kneel on chair if standing on floor id fall down completely. Another stroke and now pain is so bad I cant even think or really feel it any more like it is happening to someone else and im watching it. Another 4 strokes and then Papa say now stand up but I cant let go of the chair it takes me about 5 minutes to straighten up and legs are shaky no strength in knees I have to lean on chair or desk. I just want to fall on the floor and die.

Papa tell me put clothes on and go to Mama say im sorry. When I put panties and shorts on I can tell bottom is very tender and maybe blood. I go to Mama in sitting room she know I been caned can see tears and how I walk. I say I sorry and dont want her to worry.

Then I just say goodnight and go to my room to write this. I took off clothes to look at bottom in mirror there is blood on panties and bottom is red and black and blue all over worst I ever seen. I cannot sit in chair to write this and pain is making me cry now if this was paper youd see teardrops.

I hate this!!! I want to run away I want to be on my own without pain and rules and responsibility and tradition. I don't think it fair at my age.

I am here naked because anything hurts my bottom I can just lie on bed and hope air will make it better in night. And now I am worried how long marks will be I go to Aunts house for annual holiday on saturday when Papa and Mama fly to london for olympic and then bahamas. Will I have to show cousin Natalka marks? Can I wear new bikini now with blood on bottom?
All i can do now is go bed.P
yulico yulico
70+, F
9 Responses Dec 5, 2012

you from england it is prohibited go to social service finish the years 60

really why you not go social service in europa prohibited

OMG sweetie I am so sorry

thank you this is tradition so i must accept when it happens.

I would defiantly run away if I were u

no, if you were me, you would definitely not run away. lol!

Well if I was in your situation I would

yes maybe you would. message me if you want to discuss xx

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Trust me i know how you feel by a long shot. my dad is so strict he caned me 10 times on my bum, back and on the palms of my hands just for going to the corner shop after school to get a new book for school last week on Friday. but the worst thing is that i have 5 older brothers and cause i'am the only girl they are mean to me. my brother Ansgar hit me 5 more times on my hands and on my bum and so did Phelan. it still hurts if i sit down now on Tuesday! i hate my brothers so much much! i am also truly sorry for what happened to you<br />
yours truly Edadge1Bighbough

Your tradition sounds intense, I have a general tradition. If anyone hits me it's abuse. So I can just hit them back or whatever. If I was in your place I would just run away, that should hurt and to be honest I bet you don't deserve it in other traditions

Well we live in different traditions. I love Papa and cannot run away for many reasons. xx

I know he loves you, though it is not very common in my family or in others in my country I can tell he cares about you and is raising you the way it should be in your tradition. He wants the best for you :)

no offence Tamayo but running away dose not work i've tried 4 times and each time they found me at when i got home i got a realy bad beating by dad and my stupid brothers Ansgar and Phelan. each time dad gave me 10. and each time each of my brothers gave me 5 more.

I don't know I'm saying it as someone that doesn't get beaten for anything and who's school is $935 a month and who has NEVER seen or heard about someone getting beaten for that. Sorry, in A LOT of countries that would be considered child abuse and that's how they taught me. I respect your culture but I find it severe and I wouldn't want to be in your place.

Hi Tamayo i understand your concern but we are very disciplined family and know to do duty. so we have to follow tradition, i have to grow up like that for family. Your school sounds nice. Message me if you like to discuss more.

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I compati a pain. My Dad has never punished me. but my grandmother was, ....., often. I know the burning of cane.

merci mon cher ami xxx

im so sorry this happened to you,parents have no right to hit there children what ever the reason

Im so sorry to her this, i almost cried for you Yulico

thank you i truly appreciate what you say but please understand that i don't add boys

I know, i understand. I only wish to comfort you

thank you again you are gentleman

Thank you. I hope all goes well for you Yulico

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oh..god thats so.. wrong.. how can adults see themselves as mature,when they do this to a child? poor you Yulico!! :'( If i were batman i would have saved you along time ago !

hi was long time ago now but family very strict and Papa believe keep this tradition. my Mama tell me she got cane from her papa until 19 years so that what i should expect! is also strict punish at boarding school. I like think about you as Batman!! i sure you be great superhero! is that right word?

The first female batman! &gt;:D rescuing young maidens!

ok i hope you rescue me take me to batcave and give me big comfort. also i hope no robin cos i just like girls!!! LOL

no Robin, youre funny X3 !

thank you!

So true!!!

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