My First Love

Well it all started when I met this guy about three years ago, over the summer. He was really sweet, and easy to get along with, however, I never saw myself being in a relationship with him.

As time went by, we spent more and more time together, and I began to fall for him! It was a feeling that gave me butterflies, and gave me so much excitement! We started getting closer and closer, and before we knew it we were spending every second together. I know that\'s not always the smartest thing to do, but it felt so right.

As more time passed, I found myself falling so in love with this guy who made me feel like I was the most important thing in his life.  He became my best friend who I knew would be there for me no matter what time of day, and no matter what the situation.  The relationship was so serious that I literally thought I was going to marry him...however it didn\'t exactly happen that way.

As good as things were going, it seemed like he started distancing himself from the relationship, and not only was he distancing himself, but he wasn\'t allways there anymore like he once was. At this point I found myself extremely confused, as well as very anxious because nothing was making sense anymore.

So I finally confronted him, and he told me that he thought it was in our best interest to go on \'\'BREAK\'\'. I\'\'ll never forget the way I felt when he told me those very words. I felt as though he had reached inside my chest and rippped my heart out.

Come to find out he found another girl, and lied about it until I looked through his phone and found out for myself. I think that the hardest part of it all is that I gave everything I had and put it into this relationship. I gave him my heart, and he did nothing more than STOMP ON IT!!!

Though this has really been hard for me to cope with, I find myself getting stronger each day, and this has truly been a learning experience for me! Even though I had to go through some really tough things, it has only made me stronger and for that I am grateful!!!!

If your reading this story right now and you feel like you can relate, I\'m telling you don\'t give up because trust me there\'s hope!!!
preppyblonde226 preppyblonde226
18-21, F
9 Responses Mar 10, 2006

it hurts i know ,my bf cheats on me too

This just happened to me this weekend, except add in that I waited 6 months for him to go through Air Force basic training and tech school, and I found out about the other girl by seeing that she was listed as in a relationship with him on FACEBOOK.

My man of 6 years just did this to me. I am crushed. I am crying as we type this. He was my best friend. I hope I can come back from this pain.

As hard as this was and still maybe be, he didn't JUST stomp on your heart, he also allowed you to love for the first time, and sadly first loves are EXTREMELY hard to get over and the way he cowardly left is sad. BUT he did give you love and like you said you learned from it ..... just think how much BETTER the next love will be with the knowledge you gained from this one. CHEERS!!


well done for carrying on i think you are very brave x

well done for carrying on i think you are very brave x

well done for carrying on i think you are very brave x

Just don't give up on the male race, we're not all bad, really.