I Was Cheated On By My Husband
Everything was perfect. Happily married. Just got our first baby. A beautiful girl. My husband was caring and loving. Just got this amazing new job. I had friends. Well, one night my whole world colapsed when i found out by myself that my husband started cheating on me when i wa pregnant. And then he had an affair with one of our friends. Almost everybody knew... But me. Even my brother in law...
I couldnt believe it! It was impossible. This is a nightmare.
I tried to forgive him. I tried to read books about forgiveness but couldnt open the book. Tried to read budhism texts... I tried to believe him when he cries and swear he had always loved me and that he wouldnt be able to live without me.
However since a week... I just want him out of my life. I found out 3 month ago. We went to see a counselor... But i have the feeling i tried to forgive him to quiclky.
He infected me with a sexual disease that i ll have to deal with the rest of my life: HPV. I have to do a papsmear every 3 month to check for cervix cancer...
And what makes me angry is that inwas carrying our baby when he first started and we has sex without protections. He disrespected me yes but worse: he our daughter s life in danger!
I gave up everything for him. I have bo family here. My family is in Europe. I Dont talk to my friends as i feel betrayed by them too...
I am lost.
We bought this house and we have the mortgage. I wants him out. But he doesnt understand...
Im lost and so desesperate....
I couldnt believe it! It was impossible. This is a nightmare.
I tried to forgive him. I tried to read books about forgiveness but couldnt open the book. Tried to read budhism texts... I tried to believe him when he cries and swear he had always loved me and that he wouldnt be able to live without me.
However since a week... I just want him out of my life. I found out 3 month ago. We went to see a counselor... But i have the feeling i tried to forgive him to quiclky.
He infected me with a sexual disease that i ll have to deal with the rest of my life: HPV. I have to do a papsmear every 3 month to check for cervix cancer...
And what makes me angry is that inwas carrying our baby when he first started and we has sex without protections. He disrespected me yes but worse: he our daughter s life in danger!
I gave up everything for him. I have bo family here. My family is in Europe. I Dont talk to my friends as i feel betrayed by them too...
I am lost.
We bought this house and we have the mortgage. I wants him out. But he doesnt understand...
Im lost and so desesperate....
By:
Beatricekiddo
Age:
31-35
,
Female
