Emotionally Cheated On By My Husband.my husband and i have been married for a year. before we had gotten married things were a little bit rocky meaning he had talked to other girls.. i had forgiven him for that and we ended up moving far away because he is in the military. we were perfectly fine so it seemed. we had a beautiful baby boy.. until one day i had logged into his email, and saw that since we had moved he had posted things on craigslist and replied to womens posts about meeting up and hanging out. i noticed he had also signed up onto a couple websites to meet other people. i read through some messages where he had told them he wasnt married. and had no children. and that he could meet up with them and fill all their fantasies. i had immediatly flipped out and called him and told him i wanted a divorce. he claimed he would kill himself if i took his son away and left him.. he was crying and told me he loved me and our son and didnt want me to go anywhere. being the fool that i was, i believed him. so i stayed. here i am today. a couple days later and thats all i can think about is if hes going out to meet other girls. he has stepped up and been a better husband/dad but its only been a couple days.
just wondering if there will be hope in our relationship.. and if i will ever get over this feeling of pain.