My ex of 4 years cheated on and gave me an STD. I hate his ******* guys but yet still love him. I have had a little over 2 weeks of no contact and he had tried contacting me once. I obviously did not respond.

I just don't understand how people can be so dirty and sleep around like it's nothing! There were so many red flags but my love for him blinded it all.

I am so afraid to love anyone again because I can't go through this type of hurt ever again. I still work with my ex but rarely see him because we are in different departments. I start a new job next month, thank God!

I feel a little better and stronger as each day passes. I'm no longer carrying as much pain. I used to hope he would come to my house and confess his undying love and live happily ever after...now I am just happy to be slowly healing...karma has gotten him already...thank goodness it was a curable STD...

It's just so hard when you pour your heart and soul into someone and then in an instant...it's all gone. I have learned so much from this experience and I know I will be stronger everyday but it still hurts :/
brokenhearted7108 brokenhearted7108
31-35, F
Aug 20, 2014