Four Years, For Nothing

i swore to give her my life, swore to make her my wife, but instead she stabbed me in the heart with a knife, life doesn't seem to mean much anymore, keep tryin to keep busy but everything is a bore, just seems like every time i go to walk i walk into a shut door, fall to the floor, no more will i fall asleep beside her, did every thing to make her happy, devoted my life to abide her, and even tho i lost my guide to this game of living, one day i hope this heart to be once again giving.
Thefury Thefury
18-21, M
2 Responses Sep 20, 2012

I feel the same way. I feel complete and utter despair. I want to lock myself in a room and down a bottle of whiskey. But i think about all the crap she did. How she took those years from my life and washed it away. Then i feel angry. In this case anger feels so much better than despair. Plot your revenge. Workout, go to school, focus on work.....you will find a better woman and when you do she will realize how she f'd up.

am sorry for ur loss man, i felt the same way when my girl left me. i was heartbroken nd thought life didnt have ny meaning anymore. but what i found out is tht when u give some1 ur heart u give them the power to hurt you. all women would want a guy like you but this one is obviously stupid. my advise to you, is that you should completely forget her, how? find a hobby, or go out and hang out with ur friends ur bros as they say bros b4 hoes. and another thing you should do is try meeting other women for FUN nd not to go in a deep relationship unless u k 100% shes trustful. until then man am not trying to burst ur bubble but u shouldnt believe any girl these days no matter how cute or innocent they look, most of them are very spontaneous and liars. if you wanna talk feel free to message me. hope ur life gets better dont give up :)