It Hurt.

i knew it was coming, but no one believed me.

then one day i heard the words "we need to talk."

he took both my hands and told me.

i said nothing.

he said he would do whatever it took to make sure we remained friends.

i said nothing.

i prided myself on the fact that i didn't cry in front of him.

i'm sure he never knew how much he hurt me. i don't think he could possibly comprehend it.

this might be one of the first times i've ever spoken of this, actually....i usually don't allow myself to think of it.

journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
26-30, F
6 Responses Jan 22, 2008

Now you can sieze the day! Carpe' Diem!

aw, thanks! :)

I've never heard you mention it. You are being very brave to write about it. Purge! Purge!

it'll still sneak up on me from time to time. especially in my dreams when i'm most vulnerable. but i continue to get stronger :)

i chose not to spend the rest of my life mourning for something that never existed.

happy now, yes :)