It Hurt.

i knew it was coming, but no one believed me.

then one day i heard the words "we need to talk."

he took both my hands and told me.

i said nothing.

he said he would do whatever it took to make sure we remained friends.

i said nothing.

i prided myself on the fact that i didn't cry in front of him.

i'm sure he never knew how much he hurt me. i don't think he could possibly comprehend it.

this might be one of the first times i've ever spoken of this, actually....i usually don't allow myself to think of it.