the worst day of my life was when my gf dumped me. she lived in a nearby state. she wanted a life with me. she always made efforts to see me. she wanted to live closer to me. i cheated on her with someone that didn't matter. i ruined everything. it was just emotional cheating, but she was still very hurt. i didn't stop for her. but i will spend the rest of my life making it up to her and showing her that i am not the heartless slime she once thought i was.