I won't go into details about my early like except to say that I have always felt like I should have been born a girl. It is very upsetting, and not being able to do anything about it until late in my adult life. I finally got to live full time as a woman for almost 3 years, what a wonderful experience. then tragedy struck, lost my job, my apartment, my car, and had to quit my journey. The years went by and I became more and more depressed. I needed to get back to that lifestyle but I wanted more. I did not want to be in control at all. I search for a few years for a Mistress/Domme, I did not want a master, though I do like to be forced to have sex with men. I have since found a Mistress but, she has insisted that she be in total control and will force me to become a 3 year old adult baby sissy ****, humiliate me and make me have as much *** put in me as possible. Now I must beg for ****... I need it, I want it, I have to have it. So guys, please help me. I live in the San Diego area, bring it.