By Some Not Someone

Maybe I'm the sensitive type so I will not blame anyone .. Usually I'm not sensitive, but when I get close to someone and admire them for real, it becomes really easy to hurt me and I get sensitive... I don't care about a word a stranger or an EPer who I don't know would say to me, I don't get sensitive over everything and everyone, but I care when it comes from someone close...  and believe it or not.. I consider the friends I made here (close)! 

First, I have been hurt by certain someone here, even though she doesn't believe that I really got hurt, she doesn't beleive me when I tell her I really loved you and you hurt me for real, the fact that she acted love and pretended makes it hard for her to beleive that someone else could love for real I guess.... but that doesn't change the fact that I did love her and that I got upset and hurt over everything happened between me and her... Because I admired her and the days I spent with her just mean something to me... Even if they mean nothing to her... which is what I feel.

Then I was hurt by some EPer friends.. I didn't really talk to any about it .. some have left without talking or just saying Goodbye, even though I can contact some of them outside EP but they just went away, so I will leave it at that... some have changed and become weird ....and some other stuff...

Again, I do not blame anyone, I understand that we all change, we all escape sometimes and we all get playful sometimes.. I'm just saying that I got hurt, which is my right... and maybe I have hurt someone here, who knows.