Every time I click send I get so angry at myself for encouraging her to get close again. Every time I try to ignore her I feel so terrible for not being a good friend. Even though I'm the one who decided months ago that you are most definitely not my friend. I've reread my angry notes to you (that I never sent) just to warn myself what kind of relationship we have. I have tried to inspire myself to continue to be angry enough to resist going back. I keep reminding myself how long it took for me to be ok again after I broke off with you.

Why can't I just ignore you and move on?
jentile jentile
18-21, F
Aug 23, 2014