I Was Labelled All The Time As Ugly, Spastic Or Hateful By My Relatives

they hated me when I was a child and isolated me and bullied me... they were always making fun of me and degrading me

it was hell the whole time... even when they weren't labelling the look on their faces said it all... it was always a look like

"I hate that mongrel little girl"... !!! for nothing... I could not do a thing right to save myself with them. I was always getting in trouble

as the troublesome one, the terrible moody kid ... when in fact I was angry at them and that the child sexual abuse was going on

right under their noses and they did nothing to help me.

they scoffed and scorned at me ritually - bit by bit I began to remove myself away and become emotionally remote

I was so abused I was broken and shattered ... I don't think one of them ever noticed something was wrong and something

needed to be done!


I did at least step in with my younger cousins to see some intervention from her father and uncles abuses ....

people can hate me for it but I know I did the right thing to help her and at least she has a life now

but my relatives knew the abuse was going on and ignored it and ignored my needs - I know they knew.