I would never have labeled myself as gullible, but yet I was manipulated and played by a guy who I thought cared about me. Isn't hindsight a painful thing? Loking back, I should've seen how he used me and spoke about me to his friends. But I convinced myself all guys were like that and I was in control. Well, I learned out the hard way that he was playing me like recently polished violin. Even thinking about it now, it makes me angry but also ashamed. I struggle to get over it but I can't, and not because I love him but because he manipulated me. And I just can't let that slide.