12 Year Old Meon the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and when i told my family all they could tell me is "that is love" wtf kinda ppl says these things to a kid? i pulled away from everything and divulged my self into barbies.... barbies were my friends cuz i trusted no one. one late night i was in my room playing with them when i heard sum1 knock on the door, i thought it was my aunty.. so i opened... i should've stayed quiet and not move... it was him... (he was married with 2 kids) damm sick perv. he slammed me to the floor and ripped my clothes off. he did what he had too and left me, slamming the door behind him. i was crying... i didnt know why i was bleeding, i didnt know that much about sex. i lay there til morning. when i woke up the floor was stained and so were my clothes. i raced downstairs toward my mom and when i told her what happened she laughed... now i didnt know what to do or who to call. so i called the police who hang the fone up on me. friendless and famlily less i bathe, and lie down. in pain i cried my self to sleep. i went into severe depression and went totally suicidal. in school my teacher noticed something was wrong... being careless i told her, she had me pulled from home, but due to the family's money i was there again, i was beaten with a piece of wood, news papers and a hammer.
they burned the clothes i wore the night b4, and they dug out the stained tiles and replaced them. i was really out of it. more over he gave me sti .... much worse, i ran away to the church where i prayed my heart out. i wasnt a catholic i was a hindu, but the God had mercy on me, the day after my infection cleared up, God is now my best friend and i trust he will deal with that demon that attacked me.