I Just Want A Normal Life...

When i was 12 years old i went to visit my half sister in another state. Me and my brother went up their for a couple months during the summer. That was the worse summer of my life and it is ruining my life. My half sisters husband molested me for two months. He did this with his wife and kids in the next room and he did this when they werent home. He would lock the doors and put the curtains up and make me watch ****. He kissed me all the time and told me that he cant wait till i turn 18. He made me put my hands down his pants and he raped me multiple times. Everyday i think of this and i cant make it stop. Its affecting my six year relationship with my boyfriend because i cannot trust him and i need help. I am at the point where i want the thoughts to go away and i want to be able to trust him but how can i after i have been through that. I need help.
ashxlee54 ashxlee54
18-21, F
2 Responses May 9, 2012

I'm so sorry this happened to you.You should tell one of your family members.

It's understandable why you don't trust him or anyone right now. You've been completely abused and the best thing for you to do is tell your sister.