I Was Molested When I Was 9 And I Don't Know What To Do.I was on vacation with my mom and we were staying with my moms cousin and her boyfriend. (they were both about 50)
One night, it was just me and her boyfriend up in the living room. I dont want to describe it in detail, but he molested me.
I've never told anyone. I wake up every night screaming, and nobody cares. My parents have never came to comfort me. My mm admitted to me a few years ago that both her and my dad were abused when they were kids.So i guess they dont care if i'm in pain. They know what he did to me, i'm sure of it, they just don't care. i'm 14 now, and it still haunts me. The funny part is, i don't even remember his name or what he looks like, but i remember how his hands felt on me, and i can still hear his voice, and the tune of the music that was playing when it happened. I remember all of it. I dont want to, but i do. I don't know what to do now. I'm drowning in my own silent grief and nobody notices or cares. I need help!