"A year ago I experienced a flashback, and was told I was suffering from repressed memories. Since then memories have come in waves, and short bursts... many times repeating themselves over and over and over until well, you get the picture... I am 36, and as far as I can remember, the molesting began when I was almost 3 (before my baby brother was born). First it was my Dad...at 2 I was his "Baby Girl", at 5 years old he sold me at least once, at 9 years old my older brother began molesting me (this lasted 5 years before I was able to stand up to him... I only remembered what he did), at about 10/11 I was drugged and raped by my pastor and told that my Dad had set it up, at 12 I was kicked out of my house in the freezing cold and not allowed in until I went next door to spend the night with the neighbor... who conveniently slipped Dad some money earlier that evening. I never remembered anything until this past year, 4 years ago I moved in with my Dad to care for him before he died of cancer... I don't know that I could do that knowing what I know now. But I am so angry sometimes because I can't go to him and just tell him what I think about him and what he did..."