I Was Molested By My Uncle When I Was 6

when me and my mom were going through finaincal issues we live with my aunt and uncle and they had 2 children a boy and a little girl,it was one night they were all going to sleep so i said ill stay up here and watch tv with my uncle and everyone left then he said do u want to see something and i said what so he walked over to me and put his whole hand in my underwear and started to touch me and go inside of me. i felt so shattered then the next day he acted as it was nothing i felt like it was all my fault.so i never told anyone i felt ashamed i felt my mother would hate me,and how would anyone feel if you were the reason your aunt got a divorce.well i was 6 at that time and it haunted me forever,so 6 years later i was watching a show about a girl who got molested by her coach so i cried myself to sleep to explain to myself why i never told anyone i felt sick so the next day i told 3 of my closest friends and they didnt believe me at first but then i started to cry and they beleived me and told me to tell my mom but i thought she would hate me forever and my aunt i thought no one would be there for me so i talked to my friends and they persuaded me to talk to a guidance counselor and i agreed,so tomrrow im telling everyone my friends said he diserves what ever he gets i wanted to kill myself last night i felt like it was my fault and,i had to tell i couldnt let him do the same thing he did to me to his 6 year old.i would be happy if they got a divorce and if they never talk to him again he better leave me alone because this isnt my first molest.my cousin and my 2 cousin i dont know whtat i did to make them think i wanted this to happen to me.
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3 Responses May 8, 2012

You didn't do anything, there minds are curupted and twisted, probably because it happened to them, but still you need to report it. I believe, but on a legal basis it makes those of us that were violated suspicious the longer we wait. I believe you, because it happened to me. You can read my story on here Under I was molested by my Uncle.

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!! Even if you think it is, FORCE yourself into thinking its not. Cuz trust me girl, it's not.

You didn't do anything to make them that you wanted this to happen; they wanted it to happen, and they used you. Whatever happens because of what they did are things that they made happen by what they did—don't blame yourself for any of this sweetie; you didn't cause it.