Still.......

It started when I was 35. I was married and extremely bored. I noticed that my married boss would go to lunch with all sorts of women. They would come and pick him up for lunch and he wouldn't come back for several hours. He wasn't handsome, but had a charming personality. I worked the first couple of years very hard because he was starting his business and I would stay and work til 1 or 2 am in the morning. He didn't care that I had a family. He expected me to work until everything was completed. I thought him the devil! Little by little I realized that I was extremely unhappy with my marriage, my position, etc. I decided that what the hell, let's see what these women find so interesting in my boss. I through myself at him and he went with it. The way I figured, he wouldn't take me serious, since he was married and he had numerous women on the side. He would tire of me and not give it a thought.

Was I mistaken.. I am still 21 years later his mistress. Do I like it NO, but what can I do. I am paying for my sin. I don't now how to get away from it. If I leave not only do I lose my position, but the financial support, insurance that my children need. I'm scared.

If you are even thinking about getting involved with a married man, PLEASE DON'T DO IT....

You will terribly regret it!
holyvirgin holyvirgin
51-55
1 Response Sep 19, 2012

it will leave you broken hearted...n feeling like the worst ever....empiness will take over your life ..you will cry n be angry , happy , then sad n then it will all repeat itsself over n over.....