I recently became infatuated with someone two years younger than me. Unlike most people, I knew it was infatuation at once, since I'd never even talked to him and I'd read enough to realize it. However, this doesn't make it any easier. I want to talk to him to see how his personality is, but in High School, a Junior approaching a Freshman would just seem weird. Besides, I'm a shy person. I can't help thinking about him, even though it hurts, in a bittersweet way. I feel as though I'll never get over him! By the way, this is my very first crush! Also, I'm a guy and he's a guy, so, you know, kinda awkward. He's probably not even gay. I don't act like a girl though, I don't like it when guys do that, it gets annoying. Pls comment by the way! I'd love feedback!