Raped By Brother

I was raped repeatedly by my oldest brother from the age of 10 to 18 years.
I am one of six children. My oldest brother is six years older than me. He was alway responsable for the smaller three children. He made sure that my mom leave me in his cutody whenever she have to be somewhere. He use to take me to my moms bed and rape me and force me to have oral sex with him. My complaints to my mom fell on death ears. His sexual abuse got worse as i got older. He use to wait for me at the station to give me a lift home and stop on the way there, rape me and then take me home.
I'm 53 now and it still haunts me.
mads50 mads50
51-55, F
May 9, 2012