I Was Raped and Feel Scared All the Time
I got adopted and the family that I grew up in sexually abused me from a child until my late teens.
Again I was faced with that situation by a taxi driver. That situation could have been avoided, I was upset, because the man that I was pregnant for at the time, had another lady pregnant for him also, we started fighting he shook his pit-bull at me and I ran off with no money to pay the taxi. I told the taxi, that when I got to my aunt’s house he would get his money.
He said it was ok, but he raped me before I could even get to my aunt house. I was seven months pregnant at the time. The baby came out ok. But she does not show love, I think she got it from me because I was so angry during my pregnancy.
I eventually dropped half the bad things I was involved in because I had a young baby to care for now.
I was just wasting my life away; I did not see the point in living after all those bad events. I got my ACCA qualifications, and I am in law school now.
The next half, I am still working on it, I still sleep around with men a lot, as long as I pick them first.
I am the one always in control of all the sexual activities, I tell the men what to do, if it is not going my way I will pull out my weapon and use it if I have to.
So I have total control of my life now, no one abuses me.
Anyka!!!
Again I was faced with that situation by a taxi driver. That situation could have been avoided, I was upset, because the man that I was pregnant for at the time, had another lady pregnant for him also, we started fighting he shook his pit-bull at me and I ran off with no money to pay the taxi. I told the taxi, that when I got to my aunt’s house he would get his money.
He said it was ok, but he raped me before I could even get to my aunt house. I was seven months pregnant at the time. The baby came out ok. But she does not show love, I think she got it from me because I was so angry during my pregnancy.
I eventually dropped half the bad things I was involved in because I had a young baby to care for now.
I was just wasting my life away; I did not see the point in living after all those bad events. I got my ACCA qualifications, and I am in law school now.
The next half, I am still working on it, I still sleep around with men a lot, as long as I pick them first.
I am the one always in control of all the sexual activities, I tell the men what to do, if it is not going my way I will pull out my weapon and use it if I have to.
So I have total control of my life now, no one abuses me.
Anyka!!!
By:
anyka
Age:
31-35
,
Female
