He started molesting me at 2 or 3 years old .He slowly groomed me and trained me by terrorizing me into thinking he would kill my mother and brothers .If I didn't let him he beat all of us black an blue .At the age of 5 I told my older brother who was 11 what was going on but he told mom and I was whipped with a belt .Then my brother took a turn why not mom lets dad so he can to . when my parents seperated mom took my baby sister who was 3 I stayed with him because I knew I was going to be 18 soon and I thought I was protecting my sister and mom . I was told if I leave with her he'd kill us all but according to my family it was untrue they will do anything to cover their own ***** .Needless to say I don't have anything to do with my family .They have to live with the guilt and I am fine I have a great sex life and I trust my husband especially since he has stood by me for many years and never gets scared when I start talking about cutting child molesters balls off .By the way i gave up the child for adoption to a beautiful family she is mentally retarded and I sent my father to prison, in time I found out he was seriously mentally ill almost insane there was no excuse for my mom except she was a coward and chose to use a small child to protect her . I got away one night by bashing his head with a bat damn near killed him but I caught him passed out and took advantage of the situation I was 17 . I have no problem accepting my past I did it for my sister .I would love to see women who are married to these sobs get charged for letting their children be hurt there is no excuse you can get help now it's not like it was in the 70s .